February 22, 2010

Silver Lining

The last two years have been the most difficult.

More than the 17 moves over 24 years while my dad was in the military followed by myself trying to figure out where I wanted to graduate college.

The last few months maybe the most difficult.

And I am not entirely sure why. This is the toughest part.

No direct reason, nothing to wrap my mind around, no place where I can enter a formula and work my way out,

Just a difficult season...

Where does one begin to find answers when there seems to be no silver lining?

I sit and listen...hoping to hear something or discover a brilliant thought that will lead me out of this season...

What do you do when you feel lost. You wish you had a better description...

Where do you begin when you know you have overcome so much and will overcome this as well, but how?

I literally don't know where to start...I am at a loss...

But this does not necessitate giving up. And I will not.

"Nothing worth anything, ever goes down easy" -Mat Kearney

Maybe this is a reminder that I am on the right path, pursuing something with meaning...